Perfect In That Fucked Up Way.
Holy fuckin shit I swear to god I'm gonna pop! Just for the record..Mrs.Patricia..I fuckin hate you,your the biggest bitch with more issues then a burbon street crack whore in a slut house.But thats enough of that because I dont feel like thinking back on that shit right now,but while I'm getting everything out I might as well just say I'm tired of hearing "Jessica this and Jessica that" or "Chris this and Chris that".You know what? I'm glad you 2 are fuckin happy together an I love both of you but it still hurts and it is annoying...for fucking christ I am not Dr.Phil and I dont want to hear about every single fuckin detail in your relationship.Hmm what else do I have thats pissing me off that I need to vent out while I'm on the role???I have no fucking clue right now,I'm to pissed off and depressed right now to even think straight so I'm leaving-Kc
"Its Been Awhile"
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!
And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry